Thank You Steffi for you kind words 
But I've never been paranoid by anything and nothing makes me loose my cool. There is a difference between loosing out and raising the voice.
I would follow the Yoga steps whenever I loose it, but here I'm just asking something. And I'm pretty straight forward person. I say what I feel to say, may be I sounded bit harsh but that's again what I felt. Anyways I have decided what I need to do now.
Thanks again for your kind concern
ntn